Why I hate prize givings

If there is one thing I hate, its got to be prize givings. I hate the pressure, if you had come all the way doing well everyone would be expecting you to do well, and the pressure amounts to a million. The other thing is the fights, the envy, the heartbreaks, the tore relationships, the stresses caused by prize givings, I know we take them lightly but I hate them, yes I like passing but I just wish we could all get 100 percent because when I am up there receiving the prizes it kills my heart to see people clapping for me. I am a modest person and I find it too much, and it gets to me. Am I the only one with that option or do you think so too?